Ever since I started working full time I have seen some
changes in me. For starters I haven’t slept past 10:00 am in months even if I’m
out till 6 the night before. I’m definitely more care free about little money
issues that would typically result in an argument with friends. One change that
has severely bothered me is this absolute decrease in my creativity. I don’t
know if it’s from just working long hours, running out of stories or just an entire
change in my priorities, but I haven’t been able to come up with shit to write
in quite some time now. In fact I haven’t even been able to find the motivation
to write until tonight. This entry will be the final post on this blog, as I have
simply been unable to find the desire and motivation to write for this some may
call smut filled product of the information age. I do not regret sharing the
stories of my life from my days of impulsive indulgence at college, if any you
found them amusing and they made you laugh then I am glad. If any of you saw
any of the movies I have recommended solely because of this blog then I am even
more proud for I find movies to be truly the last great genre of art in our
culture. I want to thank everyone who has ever mentioned to me that they have
read this blog and were entertained by it. I started this blog almost a year
ago and a little more than 365 days later I find myself calling an end to it.
The last thing I will say is to all of you who have ever considered writing, to
do it. Writing is the greatest form of expression and it can help you find out
a lot about yourself, find closures to unanswered questions in your life, or
just overall be a fun thing to do in your spare time. Those are some of the reasons
I began writing and created this blog, (that and because 4 straight days of
being around Fat’s ex drove me to the door steps of insanity). So to sign off I like to use a quote from one
of my favorite Eminem songs because it defines my entire mindset when it comes
to writing, comedy and at times life:
To all the drugs that
I’ve done, yeah I’m still gonna do,
To all the people I’ve offended, yeah fuck you too!
To every time I reminisce, yeah I miss my past,
But I still don’t give a fuck, ya’ll can kiss my ass.
Sincerely,
Andy Mark
